[myboobs]

Thank you for all the responses, it has been a hectic week, and not in a good way.

I have not told my partner and may not do so, I don't know,

Things have happened this week to change my perspective, my wife is not well, the big C has been diagnosed and I need to think about her now, rather than my wants and needs, maybe some time off the NBE will be good for both of us.

So I say must farewell, and take my leave for now.

My sympathies are with you . Obviously your wife must get priority over everything . You could still visit the forum and update us on your good lady's progress .