14-11-2013, 04:43 AM
I was offered a new work area today. "Cool" right? Had to decline it because it would mean a newer/younger/less experienced employee would have to deal with this guy. I can't in good conscience leave the new kid to deal with this clown. And he is a new "kid" maybe 20 at best.
I will stay in my work area for the time being. I will just be the hard-ass MAN that I HAVE to be, IF I have to be. I'm SO NOT a hard-ass (man). I go to work and do my thing but I am such a girl...
I suppress my feelings all day long and my only relief is my lunch break, so I go outside and smoke a clove while walking around the only slice of nature I can find in the city I live in.
If I could, I would take off my work boots and walk bare-foot through the grass to help me relax a little bit. But, my "slice of nature" is an overgrown wooded/weeded area behind the building with NO grass. (I use my imagination). Luckily, I'm not affected by poison Ivy.
It's everywhere so I am the only who ventures there.
I take 10 minutes to eat whatever I brought for lunch (mostly veggies, with a little meat, either chicken or fish) go outside, smoke a clove cig sitting in a quiet corner of the weeded building day-dreaming for 20 minutes and back to work.
I really enjoy my overly weeded "slice-of-nature" time. I think I might start to bring my Ipod to work so I can further veg out on my lunch break. I don't bring it now because it's too tempting to use while working. If my name gets callled over the loud speaker for something, I won't hear it. Can't have that.
~all over the place, sorry ~
~Jen.
I will stay in my work area for the time being. I will just be the hard-ass MAN that I HAVE to be, IF I have to be. I'm SO NOT a hard-ass (man). I go to work and do my thing but I am such a girl...
I suppress my feelings all day long and my only relief is my lunch break, so I go outside and smoke a clove while walking around the only slice of nature I can find in the city I live in.
If I could, I would take off my work boots and walk bare-foot through the grass to help me relax a little bit. But, my "slice of nature" is an overgrown wooded/weeded area behind the building with NO grass. (I use my imagination). Luckily, I'm not affected by poison Ivy.
It's everywhere so I am the only who ventures there. I take 10 minutes to eat whatever I brought for lunch (mostly veggies, with a little meat, either chicken or fish) go outside, smoke a clove cig sitting in a quiet corner of the weeded building day-dreaming for 20 minutes and back to work.
I really enjoy my overly weeded "slice-of-nature" time. I think I might start to bring my Ipod to work so I can further veg out on my lunch break. I don't bring it now because it's too tempting to use while working. If my name gets callled over the loud speaker for something, I won't hear it. Can't have that.
~all over the place, sorry ~
~Jen.