03-11-2013, 01:22 AM
Annie....
Where you live (I don't know where you live exactly, but I lived in the south for a few years so.. redneck is a giveaway) can be rough (worse than where I am as far getting beat up AND the way you MAY get beat up) ... I live in an urban area, equally rough, but more tolerant (more exposure I guess, only an hour or so outside of NYC) ... but I LIVE in male mode 99.99% and it fkn sucks. I want to go outside wearing all the cute stuff I buy. Problem is.... I will probably get shot.
The worst part is my friends are ALL alphas and already treat me like a princess even though they don't know the real "me". Or maybe they do? I don't know. I keep to myself mostly. Maybe I just put out some kind of vibe? Maybe cuz I'm small, 5'3". Maybe mannerisms over time, who knows? I have facial hair, goatee. But if I shave, I look like a teen girl. Because of this, I hardly ever shave.
Whatever. I have cute little boobs (now) and always had cute feminine feet. I just hope the rest of my body catches up.
Kisses,
Jenny.
Where you live (I don't know where you live exactly, but I lived in the south for a few years so.. redneck is a giveaway) can be rough (worse than where I am as far getting beat up AND the way you MAY get beat up) ... I live in an urban area, equally rough, but more tolerant (more exposure I guess, only an hour or so outside of NYC) ... but I LIVE in male mode 99.99% and it fkn sucks. I want to go outside wearing all the cute stuff I buy. Problem is.... I will probably get shot.
The worst part is my friends are ALL alphas and already treat me like a princess even though they don't know the real "me". Or maybe they do? I don't know. I keep to myself mostly. Maybe I just put out some kind of vibe? Maybe cuz I'm small, 5'3". Maybe mannerisms over time, who knows? I have facial hair, goatee. But if I shave, I look like a teen girl. Because of this, I hardly ever shave.
Whatever. I have cute little boobs (now) and always had cute feminine feet. I just hope the rest of my body catches up.
Kisses,
Jenny.