[HootieMcBoob]

...I know I want to attempt some growth and I am really intrigued about the mental changes but as of now I am not sure how far I want to take it.

... The problem is that I have a strong urge to experience what women go through but at the same time have no desire to give up my life as a man...

I think there might be a bit of a misunderstanding here. When you say "brain rewiring" what do YOU think that means? It kinda sounds like you think it will make you, "feel like a woman". That's not the case. Generally what we mean when we use that phrase brain rewiring is a reduction in the desire to transition, cross dress, "M", lowered aggression, reduced irritability, reduced interest in porn and / or a reduced sex drive. Think of it as removal of some male traits rather than conversion to female ways of thinking and feeling. The later is virtually impossible since those who are not female have no idea what it's like to be or feel female.

I know it won't make me "feel like a woman". I was more interested in the lowered aggression, reduced irritability and I have read that it can give you an sense of peace/calmness.