[AbiDrew85]

Yeah. I never actually got it either. I did it because I thought that's what was expected of me. And at that time in my life it was all about the path of least resistance. Doing what's expected of me at least to enough a degree as to keep off any closer inspection. That was also the point in my life when I fooled around with a young lady and almost made the BIGGEST mistake of my life I could have potentially made. The only thing that stopped that from happening? For some reason she wanted to do it in the shower, and I didn't. LOL!

I was being particularly stupid that summer. I don't know what got into me, but for some reason I was being especially frantic to prove my masculinity. To myself more than anything I think. It's a really weird summer to look back on now and be like... wth?