[emma]

Well this last couple weeks have been a roller coaster. I'm about a month and a half in and just recently my body has made some major changes which both have me excited and concerned, or rather maybe confused. First off my breast growth is amazing me on how well I'm reacting to pm. I don't know how often breasts bud (knots form) but I'm on my (as I would say) 3rd round. The knots are rougly as people say walnut sized and starting to fill out, though Ive ran out of pm and the pains are fading. Second I look in the mirror and see a girl figure more than a male. Fat redistribution has my body screaming feminine and my normal clothes are almost impossible to squeeze into. The third fact has me concerned a little.I know this is some what normal but its harder to get turned on by my fiance. I thought maybe I was losing function but then earlier today I realized when I want to grow more or bigger I get turned on? I never experienced this before. I see beautifully shaped women and feel envious where before it never bothered me. I'm sure its brain rewiring but wondering when my pm and rc comes in tomorrow if I should take a week or longer break before continuing or just keep forward walking a fine line?