[Marina Kits]

Sometimes I think about the rejection I might encounter if/when I have something that is bigger than acceptable for males and then I think, "well at least I have the company of all of you." ...But, as nice as you all are, you're not much more than virtual friends. I know you're real but we can't get together on Friday night for a little comradery (wouldn't that be a sight) or call each other and talk on the phone like family. When it comes down to it, we're all alone in each of our communities - that's a little scary. I don't want to be, "that guy with the hooters" but that's what I'm headed for.

One thing that calms my fears a little is that, literally half the women I see throughout my day have breasts that are barely noticeable because of the clothes they are wearing. If their shirt is loose fitting and they have average to small breasts, they don't really show. Remove the bra and and they might disappear completely under her shirt. It's only when the clothes are tight that breasts, no matter how small, become obvious. So, I'm hoping that if someday I have female looking breasts, I'll still be able to minimize their appearance when necessary with a gyno compression undershirt and loose fitting outer shirt. At this point, I can't imagine not taking PM for many reasons. If they get bigger than what I can conceal and have to explain, I think I'll say I'm on a medicine that causes gyno.