[ABChristianDEFG]

Hey, all. I've been lurking for months now, this being my first post. Like others, puberty hit me like a brick. Of course, at the time, I never really noticed what was going on. I wasn't aware of hormonal imbalances, at least not of this extent. I'm 20 now, and more than ever my eyes are rather open to the fact that my hormones were clearly out of whack. And they most likely still are. I remember being more interested in presenting female as early as two years of age. Without rambling about my experiences so far, I just wanted to state what I believe to be my main reasoning for wanting to grow breasts, or rather enlarge what I've already been endowed with. Mostly, it just feels like the way I'm supposed to be. There's a large amount of sexual thrill for me. More importantly, though, further feminizing myself just feels "right". I used to hate my breasts, but as I grow older, I just become more thankful. Sure, it still leads to a lot of confusion within my own mind, but looking back, there have been many signs pointing to the fact that I simply would rather be female. As for now, though, I'm trying to give myself more time to be sure. I've been through a couple of bottles of PM, spread over a few months. And, as expected, I reacted fairly quick. I am currently not taking any, but I do have half a bottle. Some days, it's hard not to start again. Disposing of the rest certainly makes me uneasy. To end this rant, I'd just like to say I'm highly appreciative of the home I've found here, even if I've been hiding in the walls. Along with this post, I'm attaching a picture. This is all development before trying any herbs whatsoever.