Today was day 15... I don't understand it, but I've been achy all over, and especially my hips and breasts, all weekend. That's not normally something you'd associate with experiencing mid-cycle I don't think.

I've also been super drained. During a time that I'd normally be having my worst insomnia.

It could be because I simply don't have as much estrogen this month... The PM just isn't as strong as the EV, even taking twice as much PM and using it both internal and external.

On another note related to the pharma hormones... One of my friends in the area who is also MtF told me she's been going to a place in Michigan, doctors visits about $150 and only twice a year with about $50 labs. So $200 twice a year for the doctor visits... And I already know the hormones are a LOT cheaper with a prescription.

They do have her taking it on a conventional schedule though... twice a day, same dose every single day...

I hope I could convince them to try out my schedule instead, but if not, I'll just be racking up lots of extra pills, cuz they'd more than likely be giving me more than I need.

Oh, and I've gone ahead and ordered some AmiLean... My waist is just being too freaking stubborn and I've GOT to stop starving myself!