[emma]

So I just got off another forum talking to a long time user of pm about how I'm currently feeling. I am going on one month of pm and all I can say is WOW. I feel like a completly different person than what I did when I first started. Before I was someone with goals and just took life a day at a time accepting things as they happened. I guess I was somewhat depressed and felt like just another face in a sea of faces. Now I feel completly different and am wanting more? Although physical changes are minor now but show major potential, I feel sad now reading how people who get off pm lose thier growth. Then I stumbled across threads on BO and what it does and this sparked my intrest. I love the way I feel now and have a strong desire for more, which raises the question should I swap? I replied to the person posting on my thread that pre-pm I felt like a souless vessle and pm put the soul in that body. Its this feeling of being whole and happy that is tempting me. So the question teaters in my mind should I go big or go home? For now I think ill keep giving in to my current progress on pm, fg, and sp.