[Susan Anne Hertz]

Dec. 4, 2012:I've been on herbals this time around for only a little less than a month. Being older (64) I have a feeling that my T is lower than ever so that herbal phytoestrogen is having more of an impact. Also I've felt all my life that I am mostly feminine and herbals seem to awaken that (same thing happened when I used them previously). Outward genetic signs in me include no body hair except in the feminine places, a very small penis (known as petite medically) and feminine demeanor that some people have "accused" me of over my life. So I believe I am very suseptible or reactive to female hormones of whatever type. I can't really say I have breast "growth" but they def. are firmer. Nipples hurt and are puffy. I am using puraria creme as well as the capsules. Just in daily out and about I "notice" my breasts much more. My skin has become so pleasingly soft. I def. don't get hard as often and even when I play with myself the feeling is different. Hard to describe but it's a less "urgent" feeling yet I also get this deep warm feeling that's incredibly pleasant. Overall my feelings seem to have more rounded edges; softer; meaningful or something. I just feel sooo much more feminine in outlook and that's wonderfully nice. I don't have any unrealistic or huge expectations. Yet I know "something" is happening by how I feel. OMG I'm feeling so, so feminine and it gets stronger every day. I have also cried "out of the blue" on a number of ocassions and feel constantly right on the edge of emotions. That's soooo different than the male feelings. Frankly I feel wonderful. I feel like "me". So whatever outside results happen are welcome and loved but I'd not trade these wonderful (getting stronger) interior feminine feelings for anything.