03-02-2013, 08:05 PM
This is great conversation. I told my wife about these 'fleeting' desires to dress and even becoming a woman about 8 years ago. I have bought clothes, wigs, make up and shoes, and purged them all. Since then we have had a girl, almost 6 and we have a boy on the way.
For the most part I have been able to suppress my desires and we have had a happy marriage. Until this last week.
Throughout my life these feelings overwhelm me during times of high stress. Well my job changed in October (taking a pay cut in the process), we sold our condo and a tight housing market has us living in a very expensive apartment - although it is very nice. And of course the baby on the way.
So I told her and she cried and cried. Especially when thinking about the children. She stated she will leave me if I want to be a woman. I could of course still see the kids but my role would be restricted. Seperated definitely. Divorced most likely.
She woke up crying today.
My occupation is as a personal fitness trainer so 'fitted' clothing is part of my uniform. I'm 5'10" and 155 lb and under 10% body fat (not bragging just stating facts). I would love to grow breast but don't believe it would help me in my business. Most guys are looking to lose their moobs. Luckily shaving my body hair is acceptable in my business.
I am currently taking SP to lower my Testosterone levels. I was thinking of taking PM since some folks have said it lessons the desire to transition (others had just the opposites effect). But my concern is just how effective is the feminization process. Because easing the mind and sparing the body would be ideal now. I love my family, I love my job. And I just don't see a way forward.
And I am going to start seeing a therapist this week as well.
Jessica
For the most part I have been able to suppress my desires and we have had a happy marriage. Until this last week.
Throughout my life these feelings overwhelm me during times of high stress. Well my job changed in October (taking a pay cut in the process), we sold our condo and a tight housing market has us living in a very expensive apartment - although it is very nice. And of course the baby on the way.
So I told her and she cried and cried. Especially when thinking about the children. She stated she will leave me if I want to be a woman. I could of course still see the kids but my role would be restricted. Seperated definitely. Divorced most likely.
She woke up crying today.
My occupation is as a personal fitness trainer so 'fitted' clothing is part of my uniform. I'm 5'10" and 155 lb and under 10% body fat (not bragging just stating facts). I would love to grow breast but don't believe it would help me in my business. Most guys are looking to lose their moobs. Luckily shaving my body hair is acceptable in my business.
I am currently taking SP to lower my Testosterone levels. I was thinking of taking PM since some folks have said it lessons the desire to transition (others had just the opposites effect). But my concern is just how effective is the feminization process. Because easing the mind and sparing the body would be ideal now. I love my family, I love my job. And I just don't see a way forward.
And I am going to start seeing a therapist this week as well.
Jessica