[bryony]

Thanks! I find it very ironic, however, that the herb that is most likely to feminize my body the most is the same herb that is reducing my drive to feminize myself. So what happens next???

Hopefully, like me, it means you will be able to endure continuing to present as a male (relatively painlessly) and benefit from the continuation of a happy family life. The price you will pay is to look a bit odd, in common with an increasing number of "normal" males nowadays, and probably not wanting to go bare chested in public.

For me, that is not ideal, but the least worst alternative. Few people have an ideal situation! (Kate Upton comes to mind )

B.