[Doll]

1. My arm pits never sweat now, that used to be a huge issue for me.

That's probably my favourite part of everything! Women's deodorant never helped me at all, and even Axe Dry (I found this is what works best for me) didn't completely help by any means. If I forget deodorant one day, it's no longer such a big deal!

I always assumed my urge for NBE came and went every now and again because I'm bipolar, and I'm pretty much like that with everything. But maybe that's just normal. Some days I feel like I'm fine the way I am, that I need to stop trying to become the curvy, busty woman that I've always wanted to be. And some days I actually abhor what I'm doing, and wish that I had instead gone on a journey to shrink and get rid of my breasts and become more masculine. But I always end up going back to wanting large breasts again, wanting to continue on NBE, wanting to feel like a normal female for once in my life. I actually get scared of running out of herbs and not being able to afford more, because I don't want to lose what I have, and don't want my results to stall any more.