[Elisaustin]

My own feelings on PM.
I have cross dressed more or less since young.
I started in moms old nylons she threw away. As I got older and puberty
kicked in those urges subsided till my early 20s.
They suddenly came roaring back. My desire to dress to feel fem became
and everyday thing. It was not exactly a sexual thing, It was more like discovering the hidden girl inside and trying to make her happy.
The thrill of buying your first pair of heels and running home to try them on.
Wearing nylons,panties,and bra under your clothes to work to keep that inner girl with you through the day. Running home after work to put on a dress and heels. Most of us that dress have went through all this.
I while not totally understanding it completely enjoyed all of it.
I discovered PM on the net and frankly did not believe the claims. The idea of having real breasts made the inner girl do cartwheels.
I started the PM and with in a month I started to get a little sore and felt
buds starting. I freaked out and quit for a month but was not very happy
with myself. I started back up and its going on 5 months.
My breasts are still growing and a little tender and large enough you know
they are there.
I too have noticed the urge to dress has went way down.
I think it has to with the fact that with breasts I feel like a female all the time and no longer need to dress to make me feel fem as much.
I do also believe PM tends to effect you on a mental level.
I am more sensitive and caring and the inner girl is always happy.
My plan is to get to a C cup and then drop to a smaller dose but stay on the PM.
I am for the time being very happy just being a half of a girl.

Huggs
Elisa