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Things that makes me doubt I am TG:
I have never identified myself as a 'girl', through and through.

What do you mean why you say you don't identify as a girl? Do you mean you don't think of yourself as being a girly girl? Or do you mean more along the lines that you don't relate to being a member of the female gender?

Do you consider yourself as being a feminine male, androgynous, a third gender or having no gender identity at all?

I have been reading a little about HRT that made me question yet again if full transition is what I want. 

I think it's best to take matters slowly, especially when you're uncertain. Even if you feel confident about HRT, there are additional matters I think you should also contemplate about first. Have you also considered the other possible challenges with transitioning like voice therapy, hair removal for your face/chest, etc., feminization surgery like a tracheal shave, making your transitioning public to your family, friends and workplace?

I wonder what you guys think of this brain rewiring topic that has been discussed here. I think about it when I doubt. Is it even possible, given that this phenomena exists, to experience it after only 4 weeks of PM on a dose of 1000mg a day?

Here's a thread on brain rewiring that I recommend reading.

http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=12473

I think being on pm for only 4 weeks is a little too early to get definite results. I think being on pm for six months or more would be a better timetable to see what brain rewiring, if any, you experience.

I feel that this whole ordeal has definitely changed my idea of sex and how I experience it. Could it be a purely physical effect of the PM or has it caused me to opened up doors in my psyche that where previously blocked by denial? Any comments on this?

I can relate to some of what you said in regards to sexual function. I think of my sex drive as being in like a hibernation mode. I suspect the actual hibernation mode is mostly a physical effect of pm. I think how one reacts to the decrease in sex drive might be influenced by the pm or possibly one's own mental attributes. I imagine the typical male would be worried if not freaked out about losing his sex drive and his ability to perform.