[Mandy88]

Yeah the see-saw is common, it's because it takes time to settle down into the reality of your decision. They say the hardest person to come out to is yourself, this couldn't be more true. Following your bodily urge for transformation must have triggered the psychological realization and you might not have been ready for that.

If you go into it with both eyes wide open and loved ones supporting you, it should be a lot easier but just take your time.

Good luck Mandy!

Thanks for your reply. I feel so good today and I am almost certain now. It just feels right. Being Me that is.
I have talked face to face with a loved one now and it felt really good I got lots of support. What you said about coming out 'to yourself' haha I hear you! That is definitely so true. As I said I am good at lying to myself but it is so silly. Feels good to tear down the castle walls.

Btw, my tits are still sore and they have continued to grow a little even since I quit PM 12 days ago, is that normal? How long does PM stay in your system?