[aleah]

It is? I really hope so.
I imagine it would be different to take it again. Last time I wanted it but I had never pondered the real consequences, not the bodily ones but the life changing stuff. It caught me off guard. I would like to take PM again and try to really feel if it is right. If it is then I'll go for it and tell my parents, I think.
Mandy

Yeah the see-saw is common, it's because it takes time to settle down into the reality of your decision. They say the hardest person to come out to is yourself, this couldn't be more true. Following your bodily urge for transformation must have triggered the psychological realization and you might not have been ready for that.

If you go into it with both eyes wide open and loved ones supporting you, it should be a lot easier but just take your time.

Good luck Mandy!