[blackhawk]

I really appreciate all the replies and input. I'm not at all embarrassed by the condition, even if somewhere down the road she asked me to remove my shirt. I'm just not sure I'm comfortable with openly admitting that its something that I am doing intentionally yet. I think the majority of it stems from the fact that I can't seem to offer a great explanation for why I want to. I am not homosexual, I don't even consider myself transgender or trying to transition. For me, its just the opposite, like a profound respect... almost idolization of girls and the awesome capabilities they have. I completely embrace my male status and don't wish to change that, but something about the possibility of developing breasts just seems right. Its just really hard to explain.