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And nothing can make the fat distribution at least mostly permanent, so like only a little, insignificant amount goes away? Or would I need to keep taking maintanence doses every day / week?

I recommend searching the board on the timetable of how quickly and how much the fat redistribution goes away after you stop taking herbs. I've no first-hand experience with keeping what I have with just maintenance doses. I'm still trying to reach the finish line so to speak.

EDIT: also, would anything happen to my IQ if I started to take herbs, like would it decrease, or increase? And would my creativity go up/down(not really creative to start with)?

It's doubtful I think the herbs will have any impact on your IQ. There is one mental effect you may experience which is called 'brain-rewiring.' You can do a search on these boards for a more detailed explanation. Brain-rewiring can be described as feeling more at peace with yourself, having a reduced need to engage in crossdressing, being less interested in porn and masturbation, etc. You may become more creative if the brain rewiring has that kind of effect on you.

If you feel you're a transsexual, taking NBE herbs may help give you the confidence to pursue further feminization and start living as a female.

I think it would be to your benefit to consider what your gender identity is and how it compares with your desire to have breasts. Do you consider yourself a otherwise regular guy who just wants to have breasts? Do you feel androgynous or somewhere between identifying as a male or female? Or do you identify as being a transsexual?

Again, sorry about all the questions, I just need to know if this is what I want to do with my body when I am older.

I think the question to ask yourself is how do you feel about having breasts for the rest of your life? This decision can certainly impact your relationship with your family and significant other (if you have one or decide to get one later on). You may reach a point that going shirtless in public is no longer practical or sensible without experiencing discomfort or attracting too much attention. There's also the possible issue of having to wear sport bras or other types of compression garments for your breasts.

Edit 2: Here are some photos, cropped front view, and left side view alone, cause it looks like i already have the female butt issue without any kind of hormones or herbs, or is that natural?

If you have no hard lump under your areola it's likely it's just fat tissue right now. As for your butt, it's hard to say with the view of your second picture. Guys can have feminine hips and a bum without having to take herbs or hormones.