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I'd love the effects of PM but can't risk the sterile or function loss risk. I want kids one day and love my gf very much.....Even though she has no idea what im doing, and i'm keeping it under wraps and blaming the hormonal imbalance excuse and hoping it works, dont want to lose her, but dont want to lose myself not getting the breasts i seek.
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Always interested to see if others are in my situation of a gf who ois accepting just not accepting of induced breast growth and how they keep the gf/wife at bay and ok

Hey Tiffany,

If your gf found out, how would she react? Trust and honesty are so very important in a relationship. How would you react if you found out she was secretly taking testosterone to fix a hormonal imbalance and it caused her to become more manly? Would you still want to be with her? It's definitely not an easy situation to be in. Think how much worse it would be if she found out what you were doing from someone other than you.

The good news is that, in truth, you probably do have a hormone imbalance or a mental condition, which is why your body is craving estrogen. I think that's why we're all here. If taking PM (or other NBE herbs) cures that craving, then one could say that the side effects are breast growth and reduced sex drive. Not all side effects have to be bad.

Anyway, as my picture above was intended to convey, your relationship is in jeopardy of being involved in a colossal train wreck if you're not careful. Put on the brakes and scout out the tracks ahead. There's likely a safe route to reach your goals, but not always. You just have to do the best you can in a way that leaves you feeling like you're the type of person you'd be happy to have as a friend. That's the type of person your gf deserves.

Good luck!