[Pansy-Mae]

. I really just want breasts, but is able to like be a Boy/Girl.

What you need to think about seriously, are your priorities...
You say you dont like to be called a girl at school, just imagine what life would be like if the other guys realised you were growing breasts?

Then you say you want to have kids...but that means you would need to find a gf/wife who was happy with a bf/husband who is maybe as big as her.

And then what about your poor kids when they get to school and they get picked on because their dad has big boobs...

There are lots of other problems...no beach holidays...no taking your shirt off in public anywhere, ever...etc

If you try going down this path at your age you are putting yourself in a strait jacket for the rest of your life.

Only you can decide whether to do it or not, but I council you to wait.