[blackhawk]

Thanks for the response... it began several years ago when I was put on a cocktail of drugs after having surgery. The medication caused a mild case of gynecomastia (breast growth in males) that eventually receded after the medication was stopped. I was uncomfortable at first, but my girlfriend of five years (and still current girl) was completely supportive and actually incorporated the changes in our sex life. It was amazing, a more intimate feeling than i've ever felt in my life. Once everything returned to normal I was relieved at first, but now over the course of the past year I've actually really started to miss it and wondered if there were anyway to make those changes permanent. Its such a complex situation because i'd love so much to have them from a personal and relationship standpoint, i felt so much closer to my girl if that makes sense, but i worry about being able to hide them from the "public" on a daily basis. I guess in a perfect world i'd love an A cup, large enough to enjoy, but small enough to cover if need be. However, i know that size can't really be dictated, you either want them or not. Idk i guess i'm at a crossroads here.