[bryony]

My best guess is that when the brain gets the estrogen level it needs, that satisfies the "feminity deficit" to the extent that you don't need the other aspects, which were caused by your feminised brain wanting to externalise its feminity.

The only reason I am currently taking PM is to get the calm mental balance that I cannot achieve without it.

Do you remember how long it took you start getting that mental benefit from the PM?

Every time I start to take PM for a bit, I seem to lose the desire to feminize or even to continue taking PM within a few days... so I'm wondering if it's satisfying my brain that fast, or if I'm just getting concerned about my ability to present as a male.

It only took a few days for me too. If you have the same problem as me, your choices are fairly limited. Cross dressing is pretty limited in its ability to satisfy the mental anguish. My choices are to either present as a male with gynecomastia but mentally stable or present as a "normal" male but suffering mental anguish.

B.