[bryony]

... I'd hurt my dad if I was to take things further.

... I've got boobs and my body Is naturally feminine, but I can't except things down there. I hate it.

Hmmm. If your body looks feminine, your dad must be aware of it.

As a father I know that it would, or should, hurt him a lot more if he knew that you were suffering to protect his feelings.

I can assure you that there are only 3 people in the world that I would happily die to protect and 2 of them are my kids. If your dad doesn't feel the same way, believe me he isn't worth protecting; if he does, you should/must talk with him about this.

I will one day, but as long as my dads about I can't , or should I say I won't. I'm on some meds for anxiety, and my psychiatrist is ok, but I can't talk to him,. He's really nice but I won't say anything about certain areas of my life.

I'm pretty sure it's worthless having a psychiatrist that you cannot speak freely with. Everything you say is confidential, so what is the downside? It seems a waste of someone's money if the real problem is not discussed.

I Want PM to help me, and I take a large dose, but no peace of mind?

This is odd, since in another post you said that it did.
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=12109&pid=51563#pid51563
"PM like some have stated reduces anxiety, obsessional neurosis and yes it does take you to dream land regarding your body"

Why the change of mind?

Once again, sorry for my post, I thought bryony you wanted to transition. That'll teach me to read the threads one by one in the future.

No problem - it was possibly a case of "tldr". The last points I made were that in a different life I would have transitioned, but coulda-shoulda-woulda never got me anywhere!

B.