[bryony]

Yes bryony good point but does not answer question,
I am referring about some of us who never had the urges from a young age or through their life

So what was suppressed ?

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Julie

Well, maybe you just "had it weaker". If the mid-life angst didn't happen (depression, anxiety) but just the feeling of "missing something", the early days were probably easier to suppress subconsciously. There are a lot more distractions when you are younger, and it seems to get worse as you get older.

B.