03-11-2011, 06:17 AM
(03-11-2011, 01:03 AM)chrissie Wrote: For the first time, in 3/4 months [apart from 10/15 minutes, dealing with the yacht] I wore trousers. I came up, into the flat, hating myself; deeply hurting.
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I caught sight of, my stockinged knee and fell apart; it was just such an emotional experience; I am still on the edge of tears, a couple of hours later
QED, Hormones do more, than just grow boobs.
I know just how you feel Chrissie. I hate doing anything that makes me feel masculine or reminds me of masculinity. Perhaps you might remember this from a few months ago.
"... her eye fell on a old suit of mine and she made me try on the jacket because I have lost nearly 2 stones in weight since January and she wanted to see where I had lost the weight because the jacket was previously a good fit.
I put it on and it looked utterly incongruous with my dress and shoes. I felt ridiculous, then I felt a wave of utter revulsion. I broke into tears and tossed the jacket right across the room. I was trembling - physically shaking. It felt so wrong - terribly wrong."
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=9798
I agree with you. These things CAN change your emotions, but not for everyone. I suspect that in cases like you and me, what the hormones do (NBE or otherwise) is unlock emotions that are already present and allow them to go free.
I will keep a big hug for you on Sunday week.
Hugs...
Beverley
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