03-11-2011, 01:03 AM
Those of us, who have not straddled the gender divide, can have little idea of the different emotions, going on, between the genders. Tonight, I ended up tearfull. I can trace the course, of it, but the cause, must be, purely hormonal.
We had a kitchen, deep clean, on monday. For the first time, in 3/4 months [apart from 10/15 minutes, dealing with the yacht] I wore trousers. I came up, into the flat, hating myself; deeply hurting. This goes back. to the first time, I realise, I should have been born female. Yesterday, I was overwhelmed, at the joy, of, having acheived, C cup boobs; that happened some weeks ago; it just overwhwelmed my emotions. Tonight, I was weaing a calf lengh skirt, that has to be unbuttoned to the knee. Eating, my evening meal, I caught sight of, my stockinged knee and fell apart; it was just such an emotional experience; I am still on the edge of tears, a couple of hours later
QED, Hormones do more, than just grow boobs.
We had a kitchen, deep clean, on monday. For the first time, in 3/4 months [apart from 10/15 minutes, dealing with the yacht] I wore trousers. I came up, into the flat, hating myself; deeply hurting. This goes back. to the first time, I realise, I should have been born female. Yesterday, I was overwhelmed, at the joy, of, having acheived, C cup boobs; that happened some weeks ago; it just overwhwelmed my emotions. Tonight, I was weaing a calf lengh skirt, that has to be unbuttoned to the knee. Eating, my evening meal, I caught sight of, my stockinged knee and fell apart; it was just such an emotional experience; I am still on the edge of tears, a couple of hours later
QED, Hormones do more, than just grow boobs.