[dargona]

I would just like to throw in my two cents and discoveries since joining these forums and taking PM. I am on my 4th bottle of PM and have rarely missed a dose, i came out to my wife and things have slowly recovered relationship wise. The hardest part of my gender identity experience has been figuring out which side of the fence i was on per say, but it took me a solid month after opening up to realize that i was having such a difficult time figuring out what I wanted for myself. Now that I am growing breasts, i know that i want them all the time and am not ashamed, but i never felt as though i could make the full transition as a woman and if I even wanted that. I have personally come to the conclusion that i would be happiest if i had evey body part and could just be comfortable someplace in he middle as both genders, a mix of the two or possibly a third gender. This noion isnt very prevalent in the united states but few other countries have recognized the concept and ai have felt a lot better inside since accepting the idea that being in the middle is exactly where I have always been stuggling so hard to get out of but is where i belong.