17-09-2011, 09:37 AM
Hi Chrissie,
I'm not exactly sure of what you are trying to say. But if what you mean is that PM "freed" some transsexual feelings that were deep inside and by stopping PM I was experiencing a "fear" of those feelings being surpressed again, you are mistaken. If anything, the chemicals that were created in my body through the use of PM CREATED false feelings. Feelings of Eurporia, Eroticism, Well Being, Craving .... the same types of feelings that go along with types of Drug Dependencies or Addictions.
And again Chrissie .... Your Mileage May Vary .... it's not my intent to do anything other than share my experience. Without a "Controlled Lab Environment" that could actually measure all of the chemical reactions that go on in ones body when they take PM any "speculation" as to why I felt those things is merely that "A Speculation".
I know you put allot of credence in something like "oestrogen, is diagnostic of transsexualism" ..... using the same approach, my COGIATI is "-185" (that's a minus 185). It goes on to say "Your gender issues and expressions are more than mere play, and are a form of personal identity expression, but this is no indication of transsexualism. Indeed, all information suggests that the path of the transsexual is not one you should take, as it would almost certainly lead to severe unhappiness"
Personally I don't think it's as easy as ""oestrogen bieng a diagnostic tool for detecting transsexualism" .... nor is a COGIATI Test an "answer all".
I don't know what "chemical condition or imbalance was created" And without the help of a Lab to analyze what EXACTLY what was going on, I can only GUESS as to what the cause was.
But I can tell you this ..... it was real.
Karen.
I'm not exactly sure of what you are trying to say. But if what you mean is that PM "freed" some transsexual feelings that were deep inside and by stopping PM I was experiencing a "fear" of those feelings being surpressed again, you are mistaken. If anything, the chemicals that were created in my body through the use of PM CREATED false feelings. Feelings of Eurporia, Eroticism, Well Being, Craving .... the same types of feelings that go along with types of Drug Dependencies or Addictions.
And again Chrissie .... Your Mileage May Vary .... it's not my intent to do anything other than share my experience. Without a "Controlled Lab Environment" that could actually measure all of the chemical reactions that go on in ones body when they take PM any "speculation" as to why I felt those things is merely that "A Speculation".
I know you put allot of credence in something like "oestrogen, is diagnostic of transsexualism" ..... using the same approach, my COGIATI is "-185" (that's a minus 185). It goes on to say "Your gender issues and expressions are more than mere play, and are a form of personal identity expression, but this is no indication of transsexualism. Indeed, all information suggests that the path of the transsexual is not one you should take, as it would almost certainly lead to severe unhappiness"
Personally I don't think it's as easy as ""oestrogen bieng a diagnostic tool for detecting transsexualism" .... nor is a COGIATI Test an "answer all".
I don't know what "chemical condition or imbalance was created" And without the help of a Lab to analyze what EXACTLY what was going on, I can only GUESS as to what the cause was.
But I can tell you this ..... it was real.
Karen.