27-08-2011, 11:37 PM
I have just had a crap night! Table of 6 booked and one is a wagablearian, [aka food fadist] and he does not like mushrooms; can I do something else. I just love those, who re-write the menu! Then they took 30 minutes to order; right on top of the next table. If that was not bad enough, I had 2 lads working for me. Who giggle talk and get distracted? Not women, what a terrible steryotype, inflicted by men. It just brought, flooding back, the misery of a childhood with the wrong body and the sheer, uncomprahending. isolation of it. Then, while I busied myself with cleaning the stove, the dad, of one, came to pick him up, while I became invisible, as they talked Rugby. I am left tearing out the remnants of my hair and hoping all men dissapear from the planet!
I did the cogniati test some years ago and came out with the same diagnosis as Beverley; on a lower score. I was left so angry at the diagnosis of "late onset", that it really hurt. I have battled and fought agaist, my trassexualisn, for decades; to have it described, as that, was profoudly distressing. This was not late onset; this was rigouresly suppressed transexualism.
I did the cogniati test some years ago and came out with the same diagnosis as Beverley; on a lower score. I was left so angry at the diagnosis of "late onset", that it really hurt. I have battled and fought agaist, my trassexualisn, for decades; to have it described, as that, was profoudly distressing. This was not late onset; this was rigouresly suppressed transexualism.