25-08-2011, 11:16 PM
I have just returned from a evening shopping at Asda (Walmart UK) with my wife and we had a pleasant evening and got some stuff in the half-price sale. I picked up a nice pair of wedge sandals and she got a new blouse and we spent some time trying various dresses and other stuff.
So far so good.
When we returned home we were trying on various clothes from our wardrobe to see how they matched up with our new purchases when her eye fell on a old suit of mine and she made me try on the jacket because I have lost nearly 2 stones in weight since January and she wanted to see where I had lost the weight because the jacket was previously a good fit.
I put it on and it looked utterly incongruous with my dress and shoes. I felt ridiculous, then I felt a wave of utter revulsion. I broke into tears and tossed the jacket right across the room. I was trembling - physically shaking. It felt so wrong - terribly wrong.
I live most of my time en femme now but even I was startled by the extreme nature of my reaction. My wife was bemused, astonished, startled and sympathetic all at the same time so we had a big hug and I felt so much better.
All I have been on in recent months is PM or FG with SP. Chrissie says that this stuff messes with your mind and I cannot think of any other explanation.
Beverley.
So far so good.
When we returned home we were trying on various clothes from our wardrobe to see how they matched up with our new purchases when her eye fell on a old suit of mine and she made me try on the jacket because I have lost nearly 2 stones in weight since January and she wanted to see where I had lost the weight because the jacket was previously a good fit.
I put it on and it looked utterly incongruous with my dress and shoes. I felt ridiculous, then I felt a wave of utter revulsion. I broke into tears and tossed the jacket right across the room. I was trembling - physically shaking. It felt so wrong - terribly wrong.
I live most of my time en femme now but even I was startled by the extreme nature of my reaction. My wife was bemused, astonished, startled and sympathetic all at the same time so we had a big hug and I felt so much better.
All I have been on in recent months is PM or FG with SP. Chrissie says that this stuff messes with your mind and I cannot think of any other explanation.
Beverley.