[chrissie]

The strange thing is that, earlier, I was thinking about what it would be like, to, suddenly, be male, again. My conclusion; suicide would be preferable. My name change is not just a small step; it is about taking control of who I am. Sorry, I do not want to sound, as if I am upbraiding you; this has nothing to do with you, or anyone else; it is, simply about me and who I am and, being transexual, is not an easy space, to inhabit.