[Cheryl1989]

Hi honey, your desire to be more female or develop breasts could be part of a sexual fantasy that you are quite unaware of and you could be mixing this fantasy with actually being transgender, it is common and makes it essential that you see a specialist. The last thing you want to do is grow breasts and realise its not what you want. When you masturbate it relieves that urge to be female as you have got rid of the sexual part of your fantasy. There is a term for someone who gets sexually excited about being feminized and is becoming more well known in the medical community now, try googling it, the term is autogynephilia, see if that helps you hun, in the mean time go and see a doctor and see if you can get the help you want, i know its nerve racking and scary but trust me its the best thing to do hun

Hugs Cheryl xxxx