[flamesabers]

Test results are as follows estradiol is 145 pg/ml
Testosterone is 25 ng/dl. I have no idea what it means.

That's the kind of bloodwork typical of someone undergoing an MtF hormonal transition.

Different sources have different numbers, but I've heard for trans women it's recommended their testosterone is below 50 ng/dl and their estradiol to be between 100-200 pg/ml.

It's completely wrecked my libido and have had major shrinkage especially the balls and cannot get hard at all

If you haven't already, you may need to see a doctor about this.