[PerkyAcups]

Seriously though, I haven't owned any male underwear in 20+ years. I was in the males staying male until I realized that estrogen had its firm grip on me.

I still dress fully male when in public. I was at the American Legion bar yesterday, and no one knows.

I've gone so far as only buying female t-shirts, tank tops, leggings & such. Anything that was female clothing, but looked androgynous. I've got one whole chest of draws that's nothing but female clothing. Nothing that screams female, but looks androgynous. Once you get the feminine hips, ass & thighs, then men's pants don't fit the same.

The longer you take PM, the more you'll crave it. You might as well realize that HRT is the way to go. It's a much more cleaner drug than herbs. You'll be giving your liver a break too once you go on HRT. A healthy liver is vital to good results. You'll be giving your wallet a break, too.

I'm married, and fully male in public. I'm a IndyCar/Nascar/NHRA photographer, too. I run a Motorsports website. I can redneck with the best of them.

I do not blur the lines between public & private persona. I dress male in public, and drink beer & act redneck with the best of the drunks. You don't have to transition, just because you're on HRT.

I'm glad I finally switched to HRT, and I wished I'd done it sooner.

Best of Luck to You.

Stevenator, you and I would probably enjoy drinking a few beers together. I am into motorsports, but two wheels.  I rode motocross and enduros for years.  Work in the powersports industry.  I raise cattle.  

Even after being off PM for over a year these feminine urges keep coming back stronger.  I don't know if I have subconsciously always had these urges or if NBE rewired my brain.  I don't plan on going back on PM or HRT.  For now I am going to settle into a new norm of panties and fully shaved under my normal male clothes.