[PerkyAcups]

happy new year!  My wife and I had some breakthrough conversations last night.  I saw a fun side of her I hadn't seen.  When walked in the kitchen after getting home from a party. She said, 'Take your pants off'.  When I started to unzip she saw my underwear and said, 'so i can see you in my pink panties'.  I replied, my panties. She said take your pants off and go sit on the couch so I can see.  I recently told her I like to be submissive so this was perfect.  

I'll skip some of the good stuff. We ended up talking for a long time again about if i want to be a female.  I again assured her I didn't. But this time I finally told her, I did have a feminine side.  I shaved my legs to look more feminine.  I liked wearing panties.  I was really honest and tried to make sure everything was said. She asked if I ever wore her make up or wanted to wear her clothes.  I told her no. I liked how i presented myself on the outside.  She asked if I would wear her silk pink floral robe in the house. I said in the house, yes. She said go put it on and come back.  We continued the conversation for a while with me naked under her robe.  She then said stop talking I want to watch you.  I said okay, can I keep shaving my legs? And start wearing panties everyday? And keep wearing your robe?  She said yes, stop talking I want to watch you.

It was such an amazing night.  I have been so open and honest about everything recently. For some reason me not telling her directly I am trying and want to look feminine felt like i was keeping a secret from her.  That was one more big weight lifted off of me.  

This morning, I was wearing her silk robe when she came in.  Picking up my bra and pink panties off the living room floor to get dressed.  Just like a female after a night of partying.  I am feeling so good today. Like a new chapter in my life is beginning.  My female feelings aren't a fantasy anymore.  My wife is fully aware, and I can nurture and explore my feminine side without shame and secrecy.  I am free to get up in the morning and find a cute pair of panties to wear.  I don't have to feel embarrassed or guilty about shaving my legs.  My life without shame starts today.  Fitting to be New Year's Day.  

It is a little scary though.  I have carried a tough guy persona my whole life even while my breasts were growing and I was removing body hair.  I know my wife loves me and all of that, but after last night she will always associate some sort of femininity with me.  She knows I am caring these strong female feelings.  It feels great her knowing. A little scary not being able to put the Jeanie back in the bottle.