03-05-2025, 08:08 AM
(02-05-2025, 01:57 PM)prostatenipple Wrote: Oh wow. Ok I just looked up what that means, and I have that also when aroused.
(29-04-2025, 01:00 PM)throwaway Wrote: im feeling like having a feminine figure usually when i am aroused, and only then.
Me too!
And only when aroused.
(29-04-2025, 01:00 PM)throwaway Wrote: and while researching here i really got exited to be more feminine.
Me too again.
I got really excited when I found I could get an estrogen cream from the US, nearly bought it but chickened out at the last second. The thought of applying the cream on myself specifically to become more feminine was intoxicating.
(29-04-2025, 01:00 PM)throwaway Wrote: i was always very emotional and gentle, and some other attributes which are stigmatized as feminine
I'm also emotional and gentle.
Much more than a typical male. At least some of the time.
(29-04-2025, 01:00 PM)throwaway Wrote: i dont know what to do and im looking for insight on how to manage the will to make a long-time fantasy true and my worries. thanks!
I also don't quite know what to do for myself.
Have you thought of doing this partially? It might or may not be what you want.
For example, there are plenty of people here taking herbs to get a more feminine figure without breast growth, only to get breast growth just because that's how their bodies work. (The idea was that you need a lot of estrogen over a long time to get a more feminine figure, and that breasts react sooner to it, so you start growing breasts before you start noticing a change in your figure. Not to say that you can't get a figure first, just what I read here.)
Some might cross-dress for a while before taking herbs or hormones.
How do you feel about any of this?
I've done some thinking with myself.. came to the realization that i am who i am and there is no point troubling myself over this. Yes I have some small corner inside of me wishing to go on this path and i actually bought some stuff but the motive here was lust and nothing more. Since im not complete with the decision to do this im working on accepting the situation mentally and change the inner narrative by looking at my situation as a situation which is not good nor bad. Working on not framing it as a problem to be solved.
If one day i'll decide to pursue this then so be it. When and if the day will come - i will do so with a full heart.
whoever reads this - know there is no right or wrong. wishing everyone here self acceptance and good health.