(14-04-2025, 05:16 PM)prostatenipple Wrote: Surely if we are all here under genuine and earnest motivations, it shouldn't matter if it's also a fetish for some people here.
I also agree this site is more of an education site, and certainly not a fetish or porn site.
I do however feel that MY NBE journey is based on a personal fetish. From an early age, I have always enjoyed nipple play during sex, even to the point of rather intense pain. I played with nipple suckers, even sleeping with them overnight. Purely fetish at that time.
Over the years, my nipples had become very large and pronounced, even getting stares and comments when shirtless, even before I had any boobs at all. I always showed them proudly and even felt turned on by people looking at my chest. So perhaps an exhibitionist fetish mixed in.
I feel my interest in NBE is a continuation of that fetish. My main desire was to make my nipples more sensitive and areolas a bit bigger. As I started to get a bit of boob growth, my fetish has evolved into me picturing myself as a woman, mainly just during sex.
My fetish is strong enough I am willing to modify my body to pursue it. It has grown beyond just a nipple fetish and now more of a feminization fetish as my skin has become soft and smooth, my butt and hips a bit bigger and my body has become virtually hairless.
I'm still far to much male to look anything like a woman, or consider transitioning. I am thrilled with my softer more feminine body and have a strong desire to continue down this path. For me it's a total turn on, so is it still just a fetish at this point?