23-01-2025, 12:34 AM
First of all, thank you all for the positive thoughts and the input. I appreciate every single word you wrote. Thank you!
Since day 1, my wife has known about my crossdressing and she always drew a red line in "changing your body". She made it clear that she is married to a man and nothing else. I am not transitioning and I never would, and I accept the fact that she needs a man: a man I want to keep being. I only wish she could accept a pair of boobs on that man, yet I understand that it's not easy.
Anyway, I am not unhappy. She is a wonderful wife and the fact that she copes with my crossdressing makes her a rare catch already. Apart from that, she has at least 102843985743986704 more qualities that make me believe that I hit the jackpot when I met her, and my fetish for boobs is not woth jeopardizing even a cent of that.
The way I feel now is more like a kid whose friend broke a toy of. Sad? Disappointed? Watching my 8 y/o taught me that it'll pass. Yet, my 45 y/o me tells me that there will be a time when things will be more acceptable, probably in 10 years, and I will take full advantage of that.
Will we grow boobs together? It's unlikely, but I tried. My wife has been in premature menopause for some time now and she is starting to lose some hair because of it. I offered to give her "the herbs" that I was taking for mine (PM), which I believe could actually have a positive effect on her. And, yes, she could grow bustier because of them, but so far she said no. It would be interesting indeed if we grew a couple of sizes up together... and we could exchange bras even more than we do now (yes, it happened... so validating
).
My plan is, in a month from now, to see the doctor and do a full body check up. If nothing is too wrong, I'll try to convince the doctor to prescribe some estrogen on the basis that I actually felt a lot better while taking it, which is not a lie. Wee2er is sharing some very valuable insight from that point of view (dealing with the NHS) and I think we'll collect some interesting intel between the two of us, which I will share here. I hope that my wife will keep her very lightweight approach to any changes that might come. We'll see...
Since day 1, my wife has known about my crossdressing and she always drew a red line in "changing your body". She made it clear that she is married to a man and nothing else. I am not transitioning and I never would, and I accept the fact that she needs a man: a man I want to keep being. I only wish she could accept a pair of boobs on that man, yet I understand that it's not easy.
Anyway, I am not unhappy. She is a wonderful wife and the fact that she copes with my crossdressing makes her a rare catch already. Apart from that, she has at least 102843985743986704 more qualities that make me believe that I hit the jackpot when I met her, and my fetish for boobs is not woth jeopardizing even a cent of that.
The way I feel now is more like a kid whose friend broke a toy of. Sad? Disappointed? Watching my 8 y/o taught me that it'll pass. Yet, my 45 y/o me tells me that there will be a time when things will be more acceptable, probably in 10 years, and I will take full advantage of that.
Will we grow boobs together? It's unlikely, but I tried. My wife has been in premature menopause for some time now and she is starting to lose some hair because of it. I offered to give her "the herbs" that I was taking for mine (PM), which I believe could actually have a positive effect on her. And, yes, she could grow bustier because of them, but so far she said no. It would be interesting indeed if we grew a couple of sizes up together... and we could exchange bras even more than we do now (yes, it happened... so validating
).My plan is, in a month from now, to see the doctor and do a full body check up. If nothing is too wrong, I'll try to convince the doctor to prescribe some estrogen on the basis that I actually felt a lot better while taking it, which is not a lie. Wee2er is sharing some very valuable insight from that point of view (dealing with the NHS) and I think we'll collect some interesting intel between the two of us, which I will share here. I hope that my wife will keep her very lightweight approach to any changes that might come. We'll see...