15-11-2024, 10:06 AM
I find my libido being almost totally gone, and 100% under my control very soothing. There's no "need" for anything any more, my body isn't forcing me to release like what T dominance does. Its a huge relief, life feels easier in a way. But there's of course a downside to it.
Urge and need to dress up and stuff also goes away, but I've figured that's more of a balance change from "I need to" to "Now I am". These days I, how could I put it, feel feminine at all times, it doesn't wear off. Or should I call it having a peace of mind? Feeling right? Something like that. The urgency of all external things is gone and now its about existing. Its yet another huge mental relief. These are kind of things about HRT that's not talked so much. The mental change is massive, its like night and day difference to something better.
You shouldn't worry too much about something not being right if HRT makes you feel different, its not wrong, just different and keep in mind your body needs several years to fully adapt as we're inducing a hormonal second puberty quite literally. Its always weird at first. For me certain things started to feel easier and mentally more peaceful at around two year mark. I know a friend who told that to her it took about three years for everything to calm down.
Don't be hasty and don't worry too much, its very awkward at first when you don't know how it'll be like after a while. It'll grow on you.
Urge and need to dress up and stuff also goes away, but I've figured that's more of a balance change from "I need to" to "Now I am". These days I, how could I put it, feel feminine at all times, it doesn't wear off. Or should I call it having a peace of mind? Feeling right? Something like that. The urgency of all external things is gone and now its about existing. Its yet another huge mental relief. These are kind of things about HRT that's not talked so much. The mental change is massive, its like night and day difference to something better.
You shouldn't worry too much about something not being right if HRT makes you feel different, its not wrong, just different and keep in mind your body needs several years to fully adapt as we're inducing a hormonal second puberty quite literally. Its always weird at first. For me certain things started to feel easier and mentally more peaceful at around two year mark. I know a friend who told that to her it took about three years for everything to calm down.
Don't be hasty and don't worry too much, its very awkward at first when you don't know how it'll be like after a while. It'll grow on you.