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@heavens_night. I agree. The more I think about how I will go about it the more it makes sense to me to drop most of the nbe Supplements until I find the right dosage of HRT. 

On a different topic. I know I have read that some of you have felt like nbe has neutered you. Libido gone, urge to dress gone, the feeling of feeling feminine gone etc. 

I have noticed something similar. I slowly started to see my libido go, my desire for anything sexual decrease, less random erections or morning wood, and slowly I have lost the urge to do anything feminine, or I should I say I feel less feminine and don't have any urge to dress or try to even make myself feel feminine. 

This was a slow onset using NBE (specifically bo I believe), but now that I have started Spiro I feel it has really added to those . Like I almost feel like I'm neither fem or masculine, more non binary of anything. I felt I was more gender fluid before were some days I'd feel more masculine and other days more feminine. But now with Spiro I def feel neither. Which concerns me. I'm not sure how to describe it, but feeling non binary makes me feel less excited to transition, less everything around hrt and transition and becoming "her". Not sure if that makes sense. And the other day I had some serious brain fog going on that lasted all day.

Has anyone else felt this way. Does it go away after starting or adding estrogen into the program?

Spiro does have that effect in the beginning but when your estrogen starts to "kick in" you will definitely feel the effects.  You will definitely feel more fem, which is exciting, and what you see happening is far less stimulating than what you will FEEL.  Libido will increase, but it will be different.  For me, it has been more intense.  Maybe for you too?  All I can say is that E gives you balance.....you feel complete with it.  I can't imagine NOT transitioning and I have a LONG way to go.