[Tommie]

After summer I got the Purge after few months on HRT and stopped abruptly. I was off any HRT or herbs for five weeks, then I got the Urge, to start growing my breasts again. So September 5th it was full speed ahead again. This time with a combination oh HRT and herbs. It felt totally right and good. Budding took off again and I thought this time I wouldn’t get the Purge anymore. But, after seven weeks I started to notice some negative mental changes. I felt low, anciety, no energy or motivation for anything and I was very preoccupied with myself. A depression was close I felt. So I decided to once again discontinue my programme and on Thursday October 31st I stopped totally. Now three days later I can feel my mood is better, feel happier and I am much more mentally present with my family.
I will be off any treatment the rest of the year and see how I feel then. This time however I will not throw everyrhing away like I have in the past. The Urge will probably come back.
But why do I get the very negative mental changes from the programme. I took Estrogel two pumps, Saw Palmetto 320 mg and Fenugreek 600 mg per day.
This was the last week before stopping, the five weeks before that that took Kliofem pill instead of Estrogel.