28-10-2024, 08:56 AM
I think you have a case of dysphoria. Not necessarily gender dysphoria, but a general difficulty to accept how your body looks, no matter what it looks like.
We can be our own hardest critics, and many of us have looked in the mirror at different stages of growth or transition and wondered: "WTF have I done?"
I can offer that most people out there don't care what we look like, and that's a good thing. But we, humans, are very much able to screw up a good situation and make it worse for no reason.
I suggest you do a lot of soul searching. Be honest with yourself without filters. Meditate about who you feel like you are and who you feel like you should be. Be open to yourself and be prepared to accept what your body and mind tell you. Once you understand that, withut the need for labels but as a feeling, try to reach that goal. At that stage be realistic, and learn to be forgiving to yourself.
We can be our own hardest critics, and many of us have looked in the mirror at different stages of growth or transition and wondered: "WTF have I done?"
I can offer that most people out there don't care what we look like, and that's a good thing. But we, humans, are very much able to screw up a good situation and make it worse for no reason.
I suggest you do a lot of soul searching. Be honest with yourself without filters. Meditate about who you feel like you are and who you feel like you should be. Be open to yourself and be prepared to accept what your body and mind tell you. Once you understand that, withut the need for labels but as a feeling, try to reach that goal. At that stage be realistic, and learn to be forgiving to yourself.