[IanW55]

Hi Luara,

Dont know if you got my private email I sent you, in that I told you that I have mental health issues that I have now learnt to control, may I offer some advice, please do not take this personally.

I believe you are try to hard to find the holy grail, that said I do know where you are coming from, the world as I now know it is cruel and twisted, all becasue of social media and bigots who spout lies about people like me and you, they have never stopped to ask us about our feelings, wishes or desire and accepted us as human beings that is ignorance.

When I saw my therapist she suggested I joined a like minded group who meet up on a regular basis, not an online group but face to face. She said I would be surprised how many people in that group would help me, she said we are not talking about orgies or sexual perverts but people who care.

I cannot remeber where in world you live, but I am sure there would be groups who you could approach and get help from, they may unlock doors that you may think are closed to you.

Just walk through that door

Lots of love to you
Ian