[Kay Lady]

I often have similar feelings. The society of the world is so toxic and dysfunctional. People walk around like zombies filled with fear that they don't fit into the labels and compartments that have evolved for no good reason. When they see someone who doesn't fit nicely into those, they project their unconscious fears onto people like us. They don't even have a crumb of a clue that they are doing it. It is really them and their problem. But most of the world refuses to wake up and smell the coffee. And if they don't get their way, they act like a two year old and throw a tantrum.

I feel like I am walking my path completely alone. My dogs accept me and my therapist. I may try a local trans support group, but I wouldn't be surprised if I don't go back if they are gate keepers. Maybe I am pre-judging them before I go. The area I live in is semi-conservative. I have seen some transwoman when I am shopping in stores, so they are out there. I feel like this can be a lonely existence, but I do not want to live like the zombies wandering around in their judging, criticizing, non-accepting, projecting trance.