[Heaven's Night]

Yea, thats purging... I've had episodes like that too, in the end everything became so glaringly obvious there was no reason to hesitate any longer. I already did that for too long time and felt it was too late. Procastrinating on this stuff for years only stole those years away from me. Although for me I didn't lose much else than time as once I started to really act upon it, I'm still on the way without a pause.