[Heaven's Night]

I'm such a coward I can't even think of doing that. Despite being curious. But then again, how could I use pumps unless that means removing stuff every time? That could never work out. And then I got bit less than year old piercings on my ears which still haven't truly healed, they get better and after a while I keep something on and my body soon gets mad about it and they're infected again, go almost shut and I have to pierce them again and the cycle repeats.

I could never destroy my nipples like that. No way, they would likely get insane infections and go necrotic or something. If they're not pretty enough without scrap metal on them, then they're no good at all.

I don't even have any ink on me, only self harm scars. Funny, I hate the idea of piercings on anything except my ears, but I can cut myself with a fishing knife, remove moles with razor blade, dig huge wood splinter from inside my foot, take ten inch long lipsuction needles through my wasit and boobs under local anesthetic (Those things hurt despite medication.) but can't even dream of taking nipple piercings. I guess I'm a wimp and totally vanilla too, excluding the self made tiger stripes on my arms.