Welcome to the best place to be for those of us who want breasts. 

The support here is amazing as is the knowledge base. I've seen posts from other is very similar situations to you. I'm sure someone will chime in or you will come across a post from one them if you take time to look through other posts. 

Someone on here said, "you need to love your life for you," and when you think about it deeply they are right. I will be the first to admit that the fear of what could potentially happen keeps me from going as far as I otherwise might. After being here for a some time now I have taken steps to get closer to being on the path that I feel I need to take for my own happiness. We can't live our lives to only make others happy, we need to are ourselves happy and learn to love ourselves as well.

Welcome to BN!!!