04-07-2024, 12:43 PM
Hey Owlie, thanks for following my thread.
Your comments are eerily similar to my experiences and it's comforting to know I'm not the only one.
Likewise for me, BN is really the only social forum I've ever been comfortable to share myself and feelings. Most other social platforms are creepy and invasive. The group of members here are so supportive! I'll never be a "rock star" on this forum, but maybe another voice that resonates with someone new on the same path.
Why I'm on this path, is so hard to convey. Somehow I've always been frustrated by the limitations of gender, and just never felt adequate as a male. For me gender seems so much more fluid, I am both male and female, and that balance is always fluctuating. A shame it does not express in the physical realm, sort of like a chameleon where we could change day to day. I know the term gender-fluid, but society is so binary and unaccepting.
Finally, thank you so much for sharing your age, it gives me hope. Your results are so nice and dramatic. Also, your view on PM versus HRT fit my own. I feel so different on PM, my moods and personality have changed for the better. Despite my femininity urges, I will never transition (and the world will be thankful, as I'd be a frightful sight). Others warn about the "pink fog" and morphing and shifting goals, but I believe PM and Lotus's program will get me where I want to be. Androgyny perhaps?
Marcia
Your comments are eerily similar to my experiences and it's comforting to know I'm not the only one.
Likewise for me, BN is really the only social forum I've ever been comfortable to share myself and feelings. Most other social platforms are creepy and invasive. The group of members here are so supportive! I'll never be a "rock star" on this forum, but maybe another voice that resonates with someone new on the same path.
Why I'm on this path, is so hard to convey. Somehow I've always been frustrated by the limitations of gender, and just never felt adequate as a male. For me gender seems so much more fluid, I am both male and female, and that balance is always fluctuating. A shame it does not express in the physical realm, sort of like a chameleon where we could change day to day. I know the term gender-fluid, but society is so binary and unaccepting.
Finally, thank you so much for sharing your age, it gives me hope. Your results are so nice and dramatic. Also, your view on PM versus HRT fit my own. I feel so different on PM, my moods and personality have changed for the better. Despite my femininity urges, I will never transition (and the world will be thankful, as I'd be a frightful sight). Others warn about the "pink fog" and morphing and shifting goals, but I believe PM and Lotus's program will get me where I want to be. Androgyny perhaps?
Marcia